I know that I have recently figured out, from talking with my counselor, that anymore I stay to myself most of the time. I have always been a major people person and I am still not shy, but because of my past and all of my major health issues I have become very "introverted". This really does bother me tho. So I think that is why I have started up my blog once again, so I can express myself in many different ways.
I am a very diverse lady. I have many talents. I face many challenges daily. I look at life differently than others. I have a very strong faith. I am not afraid to talk to strangers. I am able to speak in a public type forum. And I personally really don't care what others think about me. But yet I have found myself becoming way more to myself and way more introverted. I don't know why but I am.
And not that "staying to yourself most of the time" or being "introverted" is a bad thing. It just means life have evolved around you to the point that you change. Change is a great thing. If we don't allow ourselves to change then we will all struggle ever day even harder than normal. Diversity and change are a positive thing in our own lives.
How do you perceive yourself in life as you sit now? Are you and extrovert or an introvert? Are you willing to change and go with the flow of life? Or are you a person who rebels against change? It doesn't matter who, what or where you are in life? This is simply your choice and your choice alone. No one should ever judge you for your own beliefs, your own ideas, your own views, etc because we are not the ones to make the judgements. Our day of final judgment is when we pass and leave this world.
So what would you like your legacy to be?
So I guess being a deep thinker, or an introvert means we are giving our minds a major work out. Since our bodies can't do it anymore, if you are chronically ill, like me. Our bodies seem to keep wearing out a little every day, so my mind is on overdrive. Sort of...lol
Do introverts and extroverts mix? I like to think so, my mom was an introvert, my dad was an extrovert. They just learned how to manuever life with each being a different person with their own diversity. So I guess that is what I am learning to do is accept my new "normal" what ever it may be (although normal is a setting on my dryer). I certainly hate my health issues, but I guess there is nothing I can do now other than to learn to accept it all.
So I guess all of us introverts who are deep thinkers need to stick together. Because this introvert does do some major over thinking anymore. And I look at life differently anymore. And yep as I always say "we are not going to get out of here alive" so lets use up all we have so when we pass on their is nothing left physically & mentally. I am signed up to be a organ and cadaver donor, but I am not sure what will be left for them to donate. (I kind of plan on using up every bit of me I have)... so then I guess what ever is left and they can't donate it then I can become a science project. Boy will they get a kick out of my "jacked up insides"....lol...and yep I have had 3 different doctors tell me my insides are completely "jacked up"... Good, that means I am "not normal" and boy my husband and kids would agree to that.
So let's just not place labels on anyone and learn to accept whatever the new normal is in this world, because we are not all going to get out of here alive.
Keep Smiling
Carla
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