As you all know we are all unique. How do you know? Well God (or if you don't believe) a greater being didn't make either one of us alike. Well except for identical twins. I have identical twins that are now 22 and for the most part they are exactly alike except for one is now a transgender, is Bipolar and his sister is none of those things.
So even though my son (born an identical twin) is different and is a transgender; does that mean I should turn my back on him? No, if you love unconditionally as a parent and you watch your identical twins born premature and all they have gone through then you should never ever turn your back on your child, family, friends, etc. Because until you actually walk in someone else's shoes you will never ever know what their unique story is.
I know I have written a lot about "why" and "why this" and "why that"? But I have came to realize we are all tested by God because we are unique and we are earning our stars and stripes into heaven. (At least I want to go to heaven)....We are not the true judge
My unique self has many different flaws, because I am human. Being a unique human is what makes this world revolve. We may not like many different things about this world, or a person or what ever floats your boat. But you know what, just think "if we were all just exactly alike wouldn't this world be boring"... I would love to have a clone to be me and deal with all of my chronic health issues so I could actually enjoy my life. But I have came to a realization after I sat with at my parents grave side with pretty flowers (as we wait for their gravestone to be set) and I talked, cried and listened. Yep listened to what they and God had to say to me. I suddenly had this eerie kind of calm flow over me and I felt this whisper from either God or my parents saying "You've got this"... for "I know the plans I have for you" and yep, even though we may not like these plans or maybe we are still sitting and waiting on these plans why do we have to conform?
There is so much in the news about racism, fighting, politics, etc. Sometimes listening to the news can be depressing. But I find that listening to the news helps me place into a perspective that my life is actually fairly normal. I may be chronically ill and have a feeding tube, Bipolar, COPD, and so forth but at least I have 3 wonderful kids, 5 great step kids, 3 sweet grandsons, a husband who is willing to put up with me throughout all of my issues. And so therefore I feel that I am blessed.
I certainly didn't feel this way back on June 2nd when I just wanted all of the pain to go away. And yet God must have felt I needed to continue to stay here on earth and do my part "be unique"...
Yep, I am awaiting the Zombie apocolypse, or reincarnation or fire and brim stone to happen. But you know I just really really hope that I will have passed on and be sitting at the right hand side of God among his many army on a white horse with my Angel wings and descend upon earth to take back with us into heaven all of those uniquely people.
So what makes you a "uniquely you"? I like to think I have many different qualities that make me unique. So why not allow everyone on earth be unique. Why do people seem to think that we all must be the same? We are all allowed our own way to think, our own way to treat. etc. But does that mean we all must "make" people be just like us? (I would never wish anyone to be just like me. I am no where near perfect and I would never ever wish upon anyone my chronic health issues).... All I ask is for people to understand.
People to understand that our world is different and unique.
So give yourself the ability to think uniquely.
Keep Smiling
Carla
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